Communication should always be two-way, of course, but sometimes you wonder how much you should be sharing.
Here's what I mean. I created this site because I don't really have anyone to talk to about my fantasies, my sex life, my wild side, my dirty thoughts and so forth. Sharing with the world at large, as long as I'm anonymous, seemed a good solution. And I love to hear from the people who've found me here, and seem to like what I write. It's flattering and very much a turn-on to hear that I'm making you wet and hot (if you're female) or nice and hard (if you're a guy).
I wonder, though, for those of you who're much more popular, how do you deal with your own fan mail?
See, I will happily read all comments left here, or emails sent to me. I welcome ALL thoughts, no matter how nasty or depraved you think they might be. But I do tend to hold back when sending comments to others, to those whose work I admire. I have to believe that the women whose writings I peruse periodically are positively flooded with admiring missives from the drooling, mouth-breathing perverts out there, and so why should I send them a note telling them how hot I think they are and how hard they make me and how much they turn me on? They've heard it before, I figure, and they probably don't want to hear it from a total stranger. Not to mention the fact that I'm contacting them with a missive like that just shows me up as being just another one of the drooling, mouth-breathing perverts that I despise. You know the ones -- no sense of sensuality or romance, no sense of propriety, no sense of boundaries, no sense of what's appropriate and what's not, and most importantly no sense of what the word "no" means. Incredible.
On the other hand....a few ladies that I've contacted through comments or emails since I started reading their stories tell me in no uncertain terms that they love to hear from fans, love to hear they're being worshiped, love to find out exactly how their hot writings are affecting their audience in general (and in one very nice case, me in particular). Maybe they're in the minority. Maybe not. All I know is that I generally try to keep my comments on your site to the generally-friendly-but-not-graphic, as well as my emails to you directly. I'm never quite sure what you want to hear, after all.
But here? This is my site, my own place of power. Here, I can stand on the rooftops and shout how much your writings turn me on. I can tell you in dirty detail how I was stroking myself while reading one of your stories, making a business-related phone call while I pictured how I would fuck you if you were right here, losing track of the work I was doing because I kept returning to that hot HNT photo you posted and my cock just wouldn't be ignored. Here, I can tell you exactly how hard I am after reading a recent entry on your site, how my shorts are tented obscenely out, how I'm undoing them even now and reaching inside to squeeze myself, standing up tall and proud, angry purple head already dripping pearls of precum all over the place. Here, I can tell you how much I love to flog myself relentlessly while checking out your site, imagining all the naughty things I'd do to you, finally coming so hard that I spurt onto my own shoulder, ending up in a sweaty, sticky mess.
Am I talking about you? Of course I am. You know who you are. And if you don't, just ask. I'm always willing to share....as long as I know you're asking for it.
I'm a gentleman that way -- even if in no other ways.