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Thursday, March 11, 2010

Tell me.......

Tell me what you're thinking. Tell me anything that flashes across the dendrites of that brilliant brain. Tell me this weird idea you had. Tell me about the celebrity you met once. Tell me about your dog. Tell me what you do for a living. Tell me about the trip you went on as a kid. Tell me why you love your favorite movie.

Tell me your hopes. Tell me your wishes. Tell me your urges. Tell me your dirty fantasies, the things you daren't mention to anyone else, your deepest darkest desires that dance delightfully in the depths of your dreams. Tell me why you haven't made those fantasies a reality. Tell me how you're going to fulfill them and when. Tell me that I feature in some of them. Tell me that I'm flattering myself.

Tell me who and what you are -- whither from, where bound, what drives you. Tell me what you want. Tell me what you need. Tell me what you must have but fear asking for. Tell me why you fear it. Tell me what else you fear. Tell me what makes you strong and proud and hale. Tell me what makes you weak and whimpering and willowy. Tell me what tears you apart. Tell me what reconstructs you, what makes you soar, what sets your spirit bouncing like a ball in a tight spiraling rebound.

Tell me you love me. Tell me you hate me. Tell me you revile me, want me, can't stand to be me without me, don't ever want to see me again. Tell me you long for my touch, tell me you came five times last night fantasizing about that touch, tell me you came five more times after your dreams of the following night.

Tell me you're mine, now and forevermore. And I'll tell you the same.

-- PB

14 comments:

Transylvanian Miss said...

Ah you've described beautifully what we all look for. If only we could find that one person we could share our everything with. *sigh*
Lovely words.
always,
B.

Spring Flower said...

I've been here for 5 min and cannot find a proper comment...

So I'll just say that it's definitely one of my favorite pieces from you. It's genuine and a beautiful offering of acceptance, if that makes sense.

Ms Scarlett said...

Your writing never fails to astound me.... this is easily one of the best things you've written.

Wow.

The Panserbjørne said...

B.: Thank you! Acceptance of all is one of the things I wish for most in a relationship.

Spring Flower: I appreciate that very much. I'm glad it's among your favorites.

Scarlett: Would you believe me if I said this just jumped out of me in about five minutes? It's unpolished, unperfected, to my eyes. I am surprised you like it so well, but delighted. Thanks!

-- PB

Cheeky Minx said...

I am unsure if there's anything sexier or more appealing than a man who craves all aspects of a woman, who truly wants and needs to see both the darkness and the light.

Just gorgeous PB...

The Panserbjørne said...

Minx: I always, always want the entire spectrum. As long as the negative doesn't outnumber the positive, it's all good. :) Glad you liked this one.

-- PB

The Duchess said...

Of course that post was devoted to me... :P

Luna Mauvaise said...

I'll tell you this is lovely. Just lovely.

The Panserbjørne said...

Duchess: Is it? Mmmmmmaybe. I ain't tellin'. :)

Luna: Thanks ever so much! I'm happy it was to your taste.

-- PB

Fantasia lillith said...

... and he's a poet too... ok now I hate you.

I agree I think this is some of your best work.

Genevieve said...

My favorite flick moves me because it has to do with tolerance, understanding, and acceptance... things alot of people are lacking.
Seems that you are not. :)

Terrific post.

Enjoy your day!

The Panserbjørne said...

Fantasia: Don't hate me because I'm beautiful and talented and popular. I kid! I kid! Seriously, I'm happy you liked this one so much. Thanks for saying so.

Genevieve: Thanks so much for taking the time to say so. I'm happy you liked it.

-- PB

SapioSlut said...

Dear PB
I said I would let you know when the post you have inspired with this is up - well it's up! (through my linky link)

It took awhile to come out but it just kept spurring more and more thought. Thank you so much!

The Panserbjørne said...

SapioSlut: Thanks so much for telling me! I'm sorry but I wasn't notified of this comment for some reason, so it took me a while to find out that you'd posted. My apologies, and I'm glad I was such an inspiration!

-- PB